Saturday, June 23, 2018

One For The Ages






Things had been brewing all day. I was testy and grouchy. We had been away and Jack was so ready for a reset. Re-entry is not for the faint of heart. Hotel spankings are rare for us, so upon getting home, he was ready to tan my hide. I was not so ready. Finally, he had had enough and called me upstairs and there was that paddle on the bed again. 

That paddle has lived in his sweater drawer undisrupted and nestled in all that wool. Cozy and comfortable! Now he has brought it out several times and I am not sure why when he had been quite thorough using his hand. He took off my robe and over I went. His hand was used ever so briefly and then he began with the paddle talking as he spanked. Who can possibly listen at that point? Not me! I tried to hold still, and there were no socks to dance off. Along about the 12th spank, I was so done. I stood right up and began rubbing. He stared and asked me what I thought I was doing. I stayed mute, truly thinking he was done. He pushed me right back into place and continued with that paddle. Boy howdy! 

For the very first time, I was not teary, but actually crying. I was so hoping he was done. I had stopped squirming and there was no dance left in me. He brought me up to his arms and said that his idea of a reset was now complete. He wanted his sweet Mere, no sass and lip coming from me. Did I understand and I nodded and breathed deeply leaning against his chest as I continued to rub. 

Getting back into our chosen roles........ Jack leading and my leaning in....... really gets off track when we are away. I am not sure why the paddle is making an appearance each time there is a spanking lately, but it is here to stay. I do not ask that question about why. We have been at this ttwd for over five years, and my Jack is the best and is most comfortable spanking to get that reset accomplished. 

Meredith

30 comments:

  1. Wise woman not asking, I just assume he thinks I need it and leave it at that :)

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  2. Meredith,
    You weren't ready, but you went forward because of your commitment to Jack and this ttwd. This is the way it works when we do it right even when it is emotionally or physically difficult. So good job, on that, my friend. He said over you go and you did.

    LOL that you stood up because you were so done. Yeah, I am thinking that is not up to you (or me).... is it?

    Sounds like it was hard to concentrate on what he was saying because of the stinging. Aww, there was no dance left in you and you cried. Wow. This gets me right in the heart. You cried for the first time..... this moves me. And then the physical and emotional reconnect with Jack...... Thank you for sharing this significant moment with us, Meredith. Windy

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    1. Windy,
      There are times when the giving of consent makes you scratch your head. But only for a minute!
      Thanks for your comment,
      M

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    1. L,
      Thank you for that photo and now used several times on this blog.
      M

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  4. This was definitely a tough one Meredith. I find the paddle always comes with a serious message that at times is just inevitable. I’m glad it’s done and life is back to being smooth and peaceful for the two of you. Ttwd isn’t always easy but as you’ve said before..it does get results and Jack knows that well. Thanks for sharing this one.
    XO

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    1. Laurel,
      Oh, I did get the message and quickly!
      Thanks for always commenting.
      M

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  5. Ouch, and wonderful at the same time. I suppose perhaps Jack's decided he wants to get the paddle out for summer instead of leaving it in those warm wool sweaters. ;)

    I almost gasped at "Along about the 12th spank, I was so done. I stood right up and began rubbing."

    In my head i bolted upright "What on earth does she think she's doing???" I thought.

    Glad you got that reconnect and are able to lean in again. It sounds like you're back in the right zone :)

    Thank you for sharing this honest snippet with us.

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    1. Fondles,
      Calling it over is something no sub does! Yikes!
      M

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  6. Well that definitely is an emotional experience. So happy you are back to leaning in instead of leaning over.
    Sometimes not being ready is when we are really the most in need.
    Mignon

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    1. Mignon,
      You are so right about that. Thanks for the comment.
      M

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  7. Oh ouch Meredith,this sounded tough, but glad things are back to how you and Jack want them to be. It is so hard maintaining our roles while away, and can be even more difficult getting back on track.

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. Roz,
      Traveling comes with benefits, but not the ttwd kind. Thanks for commenting.
      M

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  8. I understand how traveling can throw things off. Glad for your reset, sending pillows.

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    1. PK,
      No need for the pillows any longer. Thanks for your thoughts.
      M

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  9. Spankings like that always catch me by surprise but I think they are more effective. I usually don't cry until I am in Dragon's arms after. I hope you feel better now!

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    1. Dragon's Rose,
      That is usually the place I cry too. Not this time.
      Thanks for the comment.
      M

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  10. This sounded like a tough one, Mere .. but you've been doing a lot of travelling this spring and as a result I'm sure Jack was feeling like you both needed to get back to your special Jack and Mere ttwd place. And he made it happen, tears and all. Big hugs ... nj

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    1. NJ,
      You are so right about all of this. Thanks for your comment.
      M

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  11. This must have been challenging to get through, Mere. Glad all is smooth now. Thank you for sharing this difficult one.
    Rosie xx

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    1. Rosie,
      This one was tough. Thank kyou for your supportive comment.
      M

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  12. M- Something is wrong with Blogger! I've commented three times and then when I hit publish it goes away. Not even sure why I'm trying this again but here goes...
    Amy

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    1. Of course. Now it works. Classic.

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    2. Amy,
      Blogger needs the paddle.
      Thanks for keeping at it.
      M

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  13. Mere, no one says "Boy, Howdy!" like you. I am beginning to think that post-travel spankings are to be expected, just like 5 loads of laundry.

    Tears can be as climactic as an orgasm.

    Hugs From Ella

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    1. Ella,
      Getting things back in order whether it is laundry or ttwd is almost expected around here.
      M

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  14. Hi Meredith, :) It can be very challenging to come home, and step right in to "leaning in". Sorry that you had a spanking that brought a cry. So happy to hear that things are back on track for you both. The beauty of ttwd, for sure! Many hugs,

    ❤️Katie xoxo

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    1. Katie,
      We are both back in sync and there is peace now. Thank you for your comment.
      M

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  15. M,
    Those are the hard ones, but so needed sometimes to make things right again. Happy you are now able to lean in again. I've always liked that saying.
    --Baker

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