Like many of you, we use Amazon and Amazon Prime to buy things we need for our home. Amazon is just too handy not to use and, of course, I buy books for my Kindle App on my iPad. Amazon Prime means things may be purchased and a shipping cost is assessed just once a year. New toaster, new coffee frother, new garden hose, drugstore items and the list goes on, we do use Amazon.
When we returned from visiting Rob and Katie, we had quite a long list of things we needed and little time to scurry around to multiple stores to get them. Enter sweet Amazon. So once the unpacking was completed, I went about ordering the things we needed. As I am doing this ordering, Jack is telling me what he needs and I am ordering away. He did mention the quantity of the items he wanted and I thought I had it all straight and had taken care of everything.
Last evening, the big box arrived. Jack opened the box and then things got eerily quiet. He came to me and not happily. Why had I not ordered what he had wanted? He had specifically asked for more than one of some of the things in the box. I immediately said that it was an easy-to-fix problem and went to my laptop to order more of what he wanted. I did so laughing and poked fun at him and easily-fixed mistake. He was not happy with me. I had not listened to him and now I was being disrespectful about what he had said. Things did quiet down, but I wasn't too sure if I was in trouble. I asked him if he were happy with me since I had reordered his items. He said an infamous line at our house, "I will be before your day ends." That got me laughing again, only my sweet husband was not laughing.
I went to the ktichen and he followed me. With his arms on either side of me as I backed into the kitchen counter, I thought he was coming in for some sweet kisses. He pulled me close and whispered in my ear that he was taking me upstairs. He would address my sass and disrespect. I started to get upset, but he gave me no time to do so. Upstairs we went and once bared, over the bed I went. He spanked with his hand and said it had been a long time since we have had a spanking like the one he was about to give. He went to the drawer and got the leather paddle. He spanked me hard and long with me having a really hard time holding still. He held me at the small of my back and the spanking continued. He brought me up into his arms telling me I have a habit of not listening or paying attention when he is speaking to me. I stood rubbing my fiery bottom nodding my head fiercely. Thinking he was finished, I started to step away, and he said that we were not finished. Back over I went and the paddle continued to do its damage. Finally it was over and he told me to get ready for bed. It was one of those times I really wasn't tired, but wisely decided that if Jack said it was bedtime, it was bedtime indeed. I quickly got ready rubbing my bright red bottom and climbed into bed as Jack came to hold me and talk.
In his arms, I cried and said I was sorry. He was right. I had not really listened and then was so sassy and rude. I quieted and listened to Jack. He said it had been a long time since he had spanked me that hard and with the paddle. He felt I needed it. He loves the results when I am in my role as his wife. We face the world as a equal team, but inside our marriage, we each have roles that serve us well. It is important to us in every way. I lean into his wishes and he takes care of me in ways that are gentle and sweet. He loves me freshly spanked and this ttwd works so well in every way for us. Peace reigned in our home.
Yes, it has been a long time since I have received a paddling like that. I slept so well........ and we woke to each other's loving although his hand still went right to my bottom as we talked. He says it is his hand's natural resting place.
Because things here are usually so smooth ....... because the big discipline spankings do not happen often here........... because I have difficulty writing about the big spankings that invite all of you into our bedroom........ it is nonetheless difficult to write about the big ones for me.
Next time I order from Amazon, I will do so carefully, double-checking with Jack .............. after some careful listening.