Thursday, December 19, 2013

Spanked An Hour After Posting About Mellow Meredith


One hour after posting about Mellow Meredith, I was spanked! Good grief! Jack and I went from mellow to OTB in just over an hour. I had tooted that life was smooth and easy with no bumps, no arguments, no bickering. I had shared that Jack had it too easy. And just like that, an argument flared. Jack and I had words. I shouted and cried and the spanking hadn't even started. Jack had one hand on his hip and his other hand pointing a finger at me and the bed. I quickly asked forgiveness and he said all would be forgiven after the spanking. So just like that, I went from submissive good wife to submissive paddled wife in a little over a hour's time. 

When I had posted about Mellow Meredith, I was really feeling smug and assured that we had this ttwd/dd down and what quick learners we both were. Six months to smoothness! HA! I was really shook up after the spanking not believing how I could go from mellow to paddled so fast. I cried during the argument and knew in my heart where this was all going. Jack is never hesitant. He quickly took care of my bottom and now we start over again. 

There will be no more posts about mellow and smooth.

Meredith

19 comments:

  1. Well,bless your heart,,I'm so sorry

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  2. I think you may have jinxed yourself. Glad all is better and forgiven.

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  3. OMG Meredith. What can be said. I would have been upset and disappointed as well. Hope you and Jack will talk this through so this will not occur again. It is amazing how quickly things can change. Whatever happened that upset Jack, he must have had a good reason with his sense of logic. Again, he is so consistent, you are assured he loves you and all should be well now.:-)

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  4. That was pretty fast M! LOL. It's just a bump, you can still be mellow Meredith! I understand though, every time I get a little smug, life knocks me right back down a little bit :) I'm glad it's over and you're forgiven.

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  5. Sometimes things just happen! The best thing is that you really can just start again ;)

    Callie

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    1. Hello. Your blog is so honest and sweet. My name is Dee and my husband and I have been in a DD relationship since I approached him about it last CHRISTMAS. It has been slow going and my HOH still has trouble with spankings. Many times I know I've done wrong and he doesn't punish then I feel, disappointed, I asked for the E book on boot camp and have read it.he hasn't yet. Do u think boot camp would help us?

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    2. Hello. Your blog is so honest and sweet. My name is Dee and my husband and I have been in a DD relationship since I approached him about it last CHRISTMAS. It has been slow going and my HOH still has trouble with spankings. Many times I know I've done wrong and he doesn't punish then I feel, disappointed, I asked for the E book on boot camp and have read it.he hasn't yet. Do u think boot camp would help us?

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    3. I am glad you emailed. Now we have more privacy to talk.

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  6. I understand your frustration (and I am taking it as a warning for myself...I've also been feeling a little smug myself. This post was a good reminder for me to be realistic and to not let my guard down!) But I don't think you should be too hard on yourself. Obviously you're doing well and it's definitely something you should still be proud of! Mistakes are going to happen but you still have your victory. Life is better and you should still hold your head up high! ♡

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  7. At least he is consistent and you know right where you are, that's why you were feeling mellow and you will feel it again, just don't start to feel untouchable!

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  8. Ah, Meredith, sorry you're feeling so down, but it really just means you're normal. In your last post you said you were expecting setbacks, and this is what that was. The progress you wrote about was very real, nonetheless, and definitely something to be happy about -- you didn't come across smug at all. You were just enjoying the benefits you and Jack have reaped. And, of course, those will continue. We all have setbacks. Please don't be so hard on yourself.

    Hugs,
    Sadie

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  9. Oh Meredith. How many times have you seen me do this too??? lol You are normal. <3

    Hugs and love
    sara

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  10. Like Janey said, at least he is consistent. It's a. Good thing that he likes to take care of things right away.
    Kim

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  11. Sorry to hear about the unravelling! Honestly, I was wondering how you achieved a total transformation so quickly. I don't think even the long timers can say that old habits don't sneak in every now and then. The positive point seems to be that Jack stepped up immediately. No waiting to have the whole issue resolved and forgiven. Now don't forget to forgive yourself ;) Clara

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  12. Meh. Life has a way of keeping us humble. For the record I didn't find your last post smug in the least.

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  13. Sorry. It's all a journey, right?

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  14. Meredith, in all honesty, we need the Mellow and Smooth times. {{{hugs}}} It's okay to have them, it's okay to be glad for them, and revel in them. If all we see are the struggles, the times we fail our expectations, and the times where we just aren't getting where we want to be, then it would be exhausting, and we'd grow weary of the contant fight to just get a head. We all make mistakes, we all have times where we do things we wish we hadn't, but that doesn't mean we don't celebrate the good times. :) You WILL have smooth and mellow times. :) When you face them, it does not mean you are smug, it just means you're having a good time while it lasts. :) :) We need those to reenergize us for when things do start to get bumpy again. I just love that you're being honest, no matter where you're at.

    {{{hugs}}} EsMay

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  15. I might be the only one to say this but you made me laugh. Mellow to whipped has been my life for 15 years. Just as I think heck this submissive stuff is a piece of cake, it all goes to hell in a hand basket. Such is life I guess but roller coasters are not my thing all that much. But such is life and misery loves company and I'm glad it's not only me and I have great company. Thanks. Jackie

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  16. Oh Meredith, it's all ok. From what I can tell this seems normal...times are mellow & wonderful and then out of nowhere BAM the paddle meets the bottom again. You guys are doing so wonderfully, though! Hugs to you.

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